It's been too long

Dear diary,
Long time no see! It's been a while... It's been a very long time since I've last written on this blog. ^^; Moved to Nashville recently, got a job last year, and dealt with some crazy stuff last year. Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm living with my boyfriend. Other than that, my life has been pretty boring... To the point where I feel like I have no social life outside of work. X_X;; Maybe that's why I've been feeling depressed lately... :\ Maybe I need to stop being so cold and find somebody to hang out with. But, I need to work on my insecurities. My boyfriend has been saying for the past year and a half that I need to get back into music. Music is an extremely competitive field!! That's something that I've tried to tell him for years... I know I'm talented and I know that I can compose beautiful music... But music is EXTREMELY competitive!!! No joke! O_O But maybe I'll try teaching lesson and see how that goes... Sorry that I can't write a very long entry. I don't have much to say... ^^;; Until next time... じゃあね!

tsukiakari ～クレアデルネ～

こんにちは! I changed my blog theme in honor of my favorite piano song "Clair de lune". :D But other than that, this winter has been kind of odd... It went from warm, cold, warm, and back to cold! O_O; I saw the ice on the trees while my mom and I were traveling to Dickson. It was a beautiful sight! ♥ It was like a postcard or a poster! On a side note, it's been so gloomy for a few days. :( Also, coming home yesterday was EXTREMELY creepy! I told my mom that they should move Halloween to winter time! lol But, I can't change where it is now. :P I just can't believe that it's March and there was snow! O_O Well, at least in my state... To change the subject, I thought about making my own record label. But, I don't know if I would be able to handle the stress that comes with it. :\ At least it's a thought! lol The name would of been "Serenity Records". I also thought of these sub-labels too... One would be solely for R&B and Rap and the other one would be for any J-Music releases. At least I got one for the J-music label... "Soothing songs" (That or I would of gone with "high art" after the movie lol). Yeah... I need to play some more Sims 2! lol I had an idea for a story involving a singer-songwriter named Yui Hasegawa. WELL!!! I keep getting distracted! Until next time... またね☆

P.S. I need to listen to miwa more often! lol -HK

上を向いて歩こう

It's a bit late... But, HAPPY NEW YEAR! ♥ It's been kind of a bumpy ride towards the end of 2013. But, thankfully (with the both of us in better moods) it's been relatively peaceful so far. I hope that it doesn't change anytime soon... I still miss watching TV at my house and as of late, I also miss having internet there too. :( The only reason I'm on right now is because I'm at my boyfriend's house. But hopefully, that problem will be fixed soon (at least, I hope so). MOVING ON!! I'm addicted to Sherlock! Well... I wouldn't go that far! lol I just love it. :) On a side note, I still need to learn how to control my temper before it flares up. It's not going to be an easy task! BUT!!! I'm willing to try. Also, my boyfriend was in a relatively good mood tonight... Maybe he just needed some well-earned rest. :) Or maybe it the time apart that did the trick. o_o; Either way, I liked that we didn't argue tonight (well, not that much) and I hope that the both of use can keep it up. But enough about that! The first episode of the 3rd season of Sherlock premiered 3 days ago and I missed it!! ;_; But I guess it won't be on Hulu and/or Netflix until a couple of weeks or so. :( OH! Speaking of TV... One of the reasons why I miss TV is because I miss watching my cooking shows, my home renovation shows, and the old TV shows (not like I can watch those on Hulu and to an extent, Netflicks). AHH!! I'm just gripping now. :P I'd better go before I forget to finish this!! Until next time... またね☆

P.S. I'd like to cut my hair again... -HK ;)

冬

皆さん、久しぶり～♪　元気ですか?  It's nearing Winter and the weather has been fluctuating since the beginning of this month! X_X; Last week it was nice and warm... This week, it's freezing cold! (>.<) It's been in the mid 20's all day and also very, very gloomy. Yesterday wasn't any fun either! Sneezing like crazy and my nose was congested to the point where I could barely breathe in!! Other than that, it was kinda pleasant. Still looking forward to the 2nd Hobbit movie and yada yada yada... I'm interested on how they deal with Bilbo's fight with Smaug! But then again, it's been a very long time since I've seen the cartoon movie of the Hobbit. I may need to see again it before going to see this movie, though... I'm surprised it hasn't started snowing yet! lol But then again, Mother Nature has a way to change her mind. :P But yeah... Oh! Christmas is also right around the corner! Holy crap!! I'm not a scrooge, but I'm just surprised on how fast time passed on by! :O Seriously... It doesn't feel like it's December. But at the same time, it does! lol *sigh* Funny how that works. Ahh... 明日まで。。。 またね☆

P.S. I think I'm in love with Benedict Cumberbatch's voice! lol Ehh... That sounds kinda creepy, doesn't it? ^^;; ~HK

バースデイノウタ

誕生日おめでとう、僕へ～♪ (*^^*) But yeah, it's my birthday. Yesterday, my neighbor brought down a day old miniature Dachshund puppy! It's soo cute! It's black and brown and for once, they found a female! We have (in exception of our border collie) all male dogs! O_O I told my mom that I'm thinking of name her "Autumn". I first thought of "Aki" (because it means "Fall" in Japanese)... But I decided against that because my mom would have a hard time remembering the name! lol So I changed it to "Autumn" to make it easier on her. :P Anyway... In the past few days, I've been watching Guitar Center Sessions and I've found some interesting artists on that show. Some that I have NEVER heard of, too! The songs they performed are pretty good! ♥ Although, my mom and I were (sort of) watching this documentary on this bluegrass band on the BYU channel (or some other channel we have on DirectTV). Towards the end of the documentary, my mom became intrigued by the music and said "They sound pretty good!" But other than that, it's been kind of a boring, but quiet week. There isn't really much else to say, now is there? Maybe other than ayu releasing a single on Christmas Day. o_o; Oh! Nowadays, I don't really know what I want for my birthday. I can say the same about what I really want for Christmas. It's either that I'm really picky now or that I'm having a hard deciding! lol I guess I have too many things on my list to pick... :\ I DO know that this is one of the things I wanted for my birthday! :D

Koshi Inaba's Shian album

But something else popped recently on my birthday wishlist too... Kim Jaejoong's WWW album. But it looks I'll have to get that one on my own. :P GEEZ, I HAVE A LOT OF MUSIC RELATED STUFF I WANT TO GET!! lol The video game related stuff is for Christmas. :P Maybe music related too... Like Koshi Inaba's enII tour. I found the blu-ray version on Amazon and the DVD version on ebay (but it's either HK press or Taiwan press). I REALLY want to watch that concert (one way or the other)!!! o(>.<)o Ahh well! Until next time... またね☆

P.S. Isn't she pretty? :) ~HK ;D

That nostalgic moment...

Yep. I've been feeling terribly nostalgic as of late... Ooor maybe not! lol I just know that there has been a game that I played as a kid that has been running through my head for about a week or so. Sadly, I can't remember the name of the game to save my life! X_X;; ANYWAY!!

HADOU!!

Speaking of Hadou... This album has some YUI elements along with a touch of ayu. Although, I don't think that it was intentional. I think he might of wanted a very relaxing folksy album... But, I could be wrong! (^^;;) But, I've been listening to Zettai(ki) like CRAZY, though! lol So glad that I have this album in my possession! No, seriously... I need to give this album another listen, though. Maybe I underestimated it... But then again, I also need to give some other albums another run. Like Koda Kumi's JAPONESQUE album, for instance (and maybe half of ayu's discography). Moving on... I had a terrible allergy attack yesterday! X_X; I don't know if it was because of the weather change or if it was because it was the first day of Fall. But, I feel better now, thanks to anti-histamines (mainly my friend benadryl)! lol

秋でぇ～すぅ～♪  ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ

Oh and (once more from this crazy bitch), Happy Birthday to Koshi Inaba! :) 

WELL!! Off to bed I go! おやすみ☆

P.S. 

"誰かに決められたルール そんなもん必要ない

だってこの僕らがルール そこんとこ譲れない"

-HK ;)

甘い香のラベンダー

久しぶり♪ Ok, it hasn't been that long! But still... I haven't updated this blog at all! ;_; SHAME ON ME!! :( But I have been pondering this for about a month... "Should I or should I not get a tattoo?" If I decide on this choice, I have two choices for a tattoo.

This A symbol (without the ayumi hamasaki arena tour 2009 words)

Or this design I made (minus the blue background)...

Either way, I'll be stuck with it forever! lol Oh and I started composing a song titled "Lavender". But I guess I should scrap it, start over, and add some Celtic elements to it (along with some Asian elements). But maybe I should write a folk inspired song inspired partially by nature... What should I title it, though? "Luna Sonata"? "Sweet scented moonlit night"? Maybe "Moon"? AHH! I'll think of something! lol OH! I have an idea for a guitar driven song with the title "Foggy morning". AARGH!! SO MANY IDEAS!!! (@_@) lol さあ!　明日まで。。。またね☆

P.S. Lavender smells pretty, doesn't it? :)