Wednesday, April 15, 2015

It's been too long

Dear diary,
Long time no see! It's been a while... It's been a very long time since I've last written on this blog. ^^; Moved to Nashville recently, got a job last year, and dealt with some crazy stuff last year. Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm living with my boyfriend. Other than that, my life has been pretty boring... To the point where I feel like I have no social life outside of work. X_X;; Maybe that's why I've been feeling depressed lately... :\ Maybe I need to stop being so cold and find somebody to hang out with. But, I need to work on my insecurities. My boyfriend has been saying for the past year and a half that I need to get back into music. Music is an extremely competitive field!! That's something that I've tried to tell him for years... I know I'm talented and I know that I can compose beautiful music... But music is EXTREMELY competitive!!! No joke! O_O But maybe I'll try teaching lesson and see how that goes... Sorry that I can't write a very long entry. I don't have much to say... ^^;; Until next time... じゃあね!